Who are they in your fantasy?

Beginning

So I supposed I should write something about myself. I don't wanna say too much about me, but my first sexual experience was when I was in high school. My dad had two of his good friends at our house and they were in the garage drinking and watching TV. I was taking a night time shower in the downstairs bathroom and my dad's friend came into the bathroom while I was in the shower. The shower glass is textured so you can see shapes but no detail. I didn't say anything and neither did he. After he peed I could see him turn around and watch me. I just kept pretending that I didn't notice. But I noticed him start to masturbate. I finally asked him to pass me the soap next to the sink, letting him know that I knew he was there and I hadn't said anything. I thought he would leave, but he handed me the soap over the top of the shower door. When he got close to the door I could see his dick more clearly. I put my boobs on the door as I took the soap. He stayed close to the door and asked if I mind him being there. I said he should leave. He told me that if he walks out with a boner my dad would know and would never forgive him. And he told me that he was so drunk that he couldn't finish himself off. I turned off the shower, opened the door, and said "How can I help you?" That was my first blowjob. That was the first time I tasted cum. It was the first time I tasted a dick. We never spoke of it again. But ever since then, I've had an older man fetish.